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I’ve lost nothing, but I look a little smaller – maybe I’ve toned up a little?? This month was a bad month, due to my birthday, seeing friends I haven’t seen in months and eating out a lot, and emotional eating due to the loss of my kitty. Next month, I will be back on the horse. I promise!
So right now, I’m totally procrastinating over applying for a couple of jobs that have been advertising. Looking at it, I shouldn’t be doing so. Why? Because I’ve been out of work since July 25th, and I need a job. This should be priority, and should have me motivated.
But I’m not. Because, I think, I’ve received so many fucking rejections since August that I feel my subconscious is feeling it’s not worth it anymore. Especially in regards to the fact that I’m looking at going back to school, and the fact I now have my own business (although I’m still getting it off the ground); it kind of feels pointless when I’ll be going to school full-time, ya know?
The other de-motivating fact is that the application letters need to be handwritten. WTF? Who handwrites anything anymore?
This job application needs to be in by Friday, which means I have to post it by Thursday at the latest. Bah.
Whilst I have done paid blogging in the past, I find it’s not productive enough to make any amount of money unless you’re constantly doing it, which can in turn piss off your readers. So I’ve made the decision to go ad-free. If I mention products or services at all, they’ll be my genuine opinions on things I actually utilise, and I will not be paid for them.
