NaBloPoMo FAIL.
I know I’ve failed. Sucks, because I was doing so well, but I’ll try again next month when things aren’t so hectic. In fact, I was silly to try it this month with all the goings-on, including things I both planned and didn’t plan for, but such is life.
I want to thank you all for your birthday wishes, and your sympathies regarding Layla. She’ll be missed very much; I can’t begin to explain how much my heart hurts to know she’s gone. We’re having her cremated so she can always be with us, or we’ll find somewhere that has all-day sunlight to scatter her ashes. I know she’s in a better place now, and no longer in pain, and I know that it was a decision we had to make. The pain is, however, indescribable, especially if you haven’t lost anyone/anything close to you before. My heart still aches thinking about her (yeah, it’s only been a couple of days). It’ll get better, but I’ll never forget her. She was so beautiful.
I'm Terri, a 25 year old wife and mother, living in Tasmania, Australia with my little family. I identify as Pagan and have for over 12 years. I consider myself to be a bit of a geek. I will fight for equal rights till I die. I love to read, and sleep. I'm a bit of a decluttering freak. I blog about my life. 
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February 18, 2009 at 1:37 pm
Sometimes you just can’t blog every day, even if you want to. Things happen and it just prevents you from blogging. I’m so sorry again about Layla. I really hope you are finding it easier to cope with her loss.
Caity’s last blog post..The stress is back.
I always forget to NaBloPoMo…I’d probably fail, since I can’t even remember to begin! Again, so sorry for your loss. I was not much of an animal person before we got our puppy, but I can’t stand the thought of anything happening to him. I can’t even imagine what you are going through…*hugs*
Krissy’s last blog post..Kids Chaos! lol