I know I’ve failed. Sucks, because I was doing so well, but I’ll try again next month when things aren’t so hectic. In fact, I was silly to try it this month with all the goings-on, including things I both planned and didn’t plan for, but such is life.

I want to thank you all for your birthday wishes, and your sympathies regarding Layla. She’ll be missed very much; I can’t begin to explain how much my heart hurts to know she’s gone. We’re having her cremated so she can always be with us, or we’ll find somewhere that has all-day sunlight to scatter her ashes. I know she’s in a better place now, and no longer in pain, and I know that it was a decision we had to make. The pain is, however, indescribable, especially if you haven’t lost anyone/anything close to you before. My heart still aches thinking about her (yeah, it’s only been a couple of days). It’ll get better, but I’ll never forget her. She was so beautiful.

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3 Responses to NaBloPoMo FAIL.

  1. Caity says:

    Sometimes you just can’t blog every day, even if you want to. Things happen and it just prevents you from blogging. I’m so sorry again about Layla. I really hope you are finding it easier to cope with her loss.

    Caity’s last blog post..The stress is back.

  2. Kecia says:

    I always forget to NaBloPoMo…I’d probably fail, since I can’t even remember to begin! Again, so sorry for your loss. I was not much of an animal person before we got our puppy, but I can’t stand the thought of anything happening to him. I can’t even imagine what you are going through…*hugs*

  3. Krissy says:

    :( I’m sorry about your kitty. My cat died last year and my dog died when I was 18. It was terrible because those animals were like my siblings. I did get a new dog after my dog died and I tried to get a new cat, but nothing can replace the love you had for the other pet. *hug*

    Krissy’s last blog post..Kids Chaos! lol